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PrissL.
29.04.92
Expresses Her Feelings Through Tears And Laughter.
Really, Not Your Average Girl.
Always Chooses To Stay.
More Emo Than Expressed.
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Monday, August 11, 2008
:D I'M BACK FOR ONE POSSIBLY LAST POST

Okay, I know it goes unsaid that everyone just LOVES taking pictures with my phone because they can see themselves on the screen. ANYWAYS. As my main memory has unfortunately run out and I don't really fancy having so many pictures of RANDOM people's photos, i shall post all of them (that i haven't yet deleted) on here so you guys can take it, and...take more pictures when I delete them from my phone. Aren't I just the nicest damn person. Enjoy.



















Eh? Jy...paiseh. I don't know where all YOUR pictures are. I know for a fact that you was the one who busted my memory. HAH. Too bad.

Muackers,PrissL.

Monday, November 19, 2007
:]

(I can't transfer any pictures from my phone because of my damned missing USB cable!)

BUT. I shall dedicate this post to pictures I found of CUTIEPIES.

Aren't they just cute.
Unlike some people, *coughcough* (mmmmamamadd.)


Muackers,PrissL.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007
:D


"When tomorrow comes we'll both regret
Things we said today
 Cause I need you more than you'll ever know..."







I'm listening to Chicago, for goodness sake. They so 70's :D.

Okay, so "littlepinknipple" (*sigh* what a name) wants me to blog about her pros and cons. I feel so unlucky to be her friend.

PROS:
  • She's understanding and thoughtful, AT times, with advice on stuff I can't remember.
  • She's FUNNY with her crappy chinese and her dog pictures of KS.
  • She's fun and really easy to talk to even with personal stuff...
  • She's obviously open...because when she gets her period she's afraid to stand up, and talks to me about it for like half an hour. Like she just couldn't PISS off to the toilet to check.
  • She's really good to talk to when we were trying to guess whether Mr.JJ had really REALLY excessive body hair on his torso or he just has a beer belly. I oppose her idea of such protruding body hair, because that's like FUR, and that's disgusting.
  • She's very comical...as in,animated. Like, what's that wordpower word...VIVACIOUS!
CONS!
  • She sucks at being nice sometimes.
  • She's like a chimney...constantly smoking at the top.
  • She has ridiculously low self-esteem, which is like, weird because you ain't fat, beybeh.
  • She has this stupid face when she's ignoring me. On purpose.
  • Oh Oh. Her jokes about KS and RJ can be REALLY annoying!!
  • She sucks. She calls herself a "cute and innocent little girl". The little part is right, the rest just makes me wonder about her ego.
Littlepinknipple, I hate to say this, but all the cons were actually pros as well. :D you're the best my dear, as long as you don't tell me to go die every few smses or so.


Muackers,PrissL.

Sunday, November 11, 2007
Hate That I Love You






One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...



Sometimes, I really hate my brother. People, would you like to know how I woke up today? Or rather, how I was rudely awakened by him today?
*comes over and hugs me when I'm still subconciously unprepared*
"Priscilla, ni ai wo ma?"
Yup, that's how it went. Then I kept asking why I had to wake up so early.
"It's my off day today!!"
Arse. So we went to PS...for him to get his hair done at Reds. Then we went to the Cathay to catch Stardust. Which was a good movie, really. Very fairytale-like. I like.
I'm exhausted.

Muackers,PrissL.

Saturday, November 10, 2007
Kick Ass.

Everything Changes- Staind

If you just walked away,
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?

I am the mess you choose,
The closet you cannot close.
The devil in you I suppose,
Cause the wounds never heal.

But everything changes if I could
Turn back the years, if you could
learn to forgive me, then I could
learn to feel.

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray,
Succumbing to the games we play,
To make sure that it's real.

When it's just me and you,
Who knows what we could do.
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day.
Muackers,PrissL.

Friday, November 9, 2007
[:



Friend: What are you gonna do if you see him?

Girl: Fall over dead more than likely.

Friend: Well what will you do if he comes over and talks to you?

Girl: I'd become fluent in speaking retard.
Muackers,PrissL.

Wednesday, November 7, 2007
:]

IF LIFE WAS SO DAMN COLOURFUL....

  • Hahas. My fingers are still purple from all that hairdye. ShuHui's is SO nice!! Maybe I should be a hairdresser someday...but be careful not to piss me off or you'd be wearing some afro wig!

  • Had a somewhat scary conversation with Madeleine ytd. The family reunion? We're all going to die, everyone.

  • Oooh. And he did email back. Turns out he wasn't being an assholey. Hahas, I'm happy:)

  • Can't wait to go on hols! The entire extended family's going to Malacca first, and though I know there isn't much there, I can't wait to enjoy myself in the presence of so many people:] yay yay yay.

  • No more school. uhhuh uhhuh let's PARTAY.

Muackers,PrissL.

Monday, November 5, 2007
Confused souls, huh.





" He looks at me and smiles. It pathetically makes my day."



Hahahaha. Okay, so I found this picture, right, and it totally reminds me of Madeleine Low.


(click on it to see it work!)

"Don't they have a freaky resemblance?"



p.s: is THIS post interesting enough for you, Maddhs?


Muackers,PrissL.

Friday, November 2, 2007
]:

"Be my weekend lover.
Be my spur-of-the-moment crush.
I want you like a bad habit.
But I'm just not good enough."








Noooo....!
Things cannot possibly be more wrong. I'm having such a mix of feelings right now, it's almost impossible to name them. But I know one thing's for sure: "things are at it's hardest peak."
I just feel so sad, so lonely, so unloved.
And I feel safe to blog this out because no one is reading anyway. I feel like I can't talk to anyone, and it's almost impossible to voice out anyway.

Uncertainty. That's definitely the main element of my life. I've always been uncertain, about most things.


You really have to stop smiling at me. Because everytime you do, my heart longs out for you even more. I'm still trying to forget the day we spent. Please just stop throwing false hopes at me like a frisbee, for me only to reach out and miss, the hopes flying away from me yet again. It takes a little piece of my heart each time.


And for you, Madeleine, I love you. :)
And I'll be okay. Like always, in the end. On the outside, anyway.









"Always in a one-sided situation, at this rate, I ain't ever going to be happy."




And for you, anonymous one. Yes, I'm your secret admirer. And hopefully you'll never ever find out that I fancy you this much, for this long. Because I know my limits. And it ain't even close.
Muackers,PrissL.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007
:)

Sometimes it's okay to be childish.
Children are the happiest people I have even encountered.
Their naive smiles and twinkling eyes.
Their blasting energy and animated laughter.
Their simple minds.



Such simple minded things inspire such admiration in us.





As we grow older, we complicate things for ourselves.
As our knowledge broadens, we maturate our perception of things.
We cultivate opinions and develop tastes.
We start to over-think things, immerse in our own self-worry;
Things that are simple just aren't so simple anymore.
When we were young, our perception for love may be maternally.
We expressed ourselves openly and candidly, unafraid of any impossible consequences.
We had a fabulous time together, and we needn't think about anything else but ourselves.
Preoccupied in our own little, elementary world, our age as an excuse for our candid behaviour.





Comfortable, these little things just cause us to lust after a simple life.








Now, even a little concern for the opposite sex is taunted at.
A little hug, pat on the back or even a word of concern.
Provoking, teasing, pestering--we behave worse than little children.
To resort to this nasty humour and childish behaviour complicates our lives.
People are afraid to express themselves the way they should never have hesitated to in the first place.
People are paranoid of taunts, being shunted away, rejected.


Teenagers are more vulnerable to loneliness than at any other age. We hurt, we suffer, from a monster named 'Loneliness'.






Why can't we put aside our differences, may it be age, gender or race?
We have sex education, and now we are being taunted in our relationships.
We learn about racism, and now we are taunting others for their race.
We learn about someone else's involvement in a relationship with an older person and we taunt them for having such feelings.
Such nasty, childish humour. Such atrocious behaviour.
If only we can be children once more, to bathe in their naivety and happiness.
If only we could simplify matters.
If only we could express ourselves without fear of exacerbating our lives.
Only then, will we truly be open and cheerful. With others, and yourselves.
Learn from this, my dears. Mature in such a way as to not make nasty jokes.

Instead, we could turn to this to express our humour!
Muackers,PrissL.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Blabberness.

I've been feeling rather different lately, and found that I could express myself best with these pictures. Credits to her.


Singapore. The busy life. The crowded places. The street glam. The ghetto maniacs. The raging weather. The tight schedules. The overwhelming fatigue. The fast pace. The quickening heartbeat. The deceiving looks. The loud whispers. The hypocritical personalities. The blasting music. The fast breathing. The sweaty hands. The false images. The wrong messages. The hastening footsteps. The soporific pretence.

The tremors of city life.


I want to unwind, get rid of all the residue of the street smoke. I'm exhausted with the quickened pace of Singapore. It'll be music and isolation, away from this busy world. And
then, hopefully, I'll be truly happy.

Muackers,PrissL.

Monday, October 29, 2007
lub lub.




Muackers,PrissL.

Reach out.


"You can't force love,
you just have to reach out there,
&& hope for the best."

"Isn't it better to cling to the dream of what could've been,
than to ruin everything with reality?"
Muackers,PrissL.

Sunday, October 28, 2007
...


"You're single. Make the best of it. It doesn't mean you're not good enough for anyone, it means no one is good enough for you."




If only I had so much confidence.
Muackers,PrissL.

:)

Although everyone says that being comfortable in your own shoes is most important,Being comfortable without your shoes is best.
Muackers,PrissL.

Friday, October 26, 2007
Angst?

Bloody hell.
Right now, I'm here to complain about the atrocious weather.
So, I hate the weather.
It has been so hot, for so long, it's crazy.
Temperature's been like, a hundred degrees, and for people like me,
People who have been emotionally forced to attach themselves permanently to a ball twice a week for four hours,
Just aren't happy.
Not only is it like an oven out there, it's also uber bright, like God's been descending since the start of noon till evening.
And once again, people like me, people who absolutely detest feeling hot and bothered,
Just aren't happy.
People like me, people who have to walk a distance to get to someplace, have to be exposed under the uber burning sun, get hot and sweaty and uber bothered.
Even now, at 7.12pm, it's stifling in the house. I can't believe this.
It's like someone covered the entire building with a sock.
You would have thought, after all this hotness in the morning and afternoon, that someone would have some mercy and give us some coolness.
Nope, it ain't possible, the sun's somewhere behind all that darkness, burning it's uber hotness upon poor sufferers like us.
And I know, that after all this, the only solution to end my irritating problem with the quick rise of temperature in my days is to actually let the air-con operate.
Oh what a solution. How simple.
But hang on, it ain't so simple when your monster of a mother takes all that happiness in finding a solution from you.
She ain't gonna let it happen, mann.
I'm going to be hot and bothered for a very long time.
Well, until 9pm anyway.
Muackers,PrissL.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Linger.


I want that one boy...

Who doesn't mind if I eat more than him
Who listens to all my problems && fears
Who doesn't mind my sarcasm
Who sings along to all my favourite songs with me
Who will talk to me about anything && everything
Who is never too shy to hold my hand or hug me
Who knows I act crazy and weird sometimes but still loves me
Who laughs at my stupid jokes then tells me they're stupid
I want the boy who will hold me tight and whisper...
"I Love You."




Muackers,PrissL.

Scrumptious.

"Everything that felt so right, is wrong."

Had a really weird feeling most of today, it was like a mix between dread and misery. Vair weird.

"You're my one in six billion."

Netball was crap, as usual. Felt especially tired today, even before the training. I guess I haven't been sleeping right.

"I can't explain this feeling."

Came home only to fall asleep and get a kink in my neck that's still here, now.

"You're the one that makes me draw them stupid little hearts."

Aie, met Gen today at the back gate, mais it was locked. So we had to talk with the gate between us. How sad.

"The point is, I like you, but I don't think you actually realise."

I feel like I have nothing else to say about my day. Oh, except for the fact that Madeleine Low ran. I'm going to flip faces with her.

"I'm sorry that sometimes, I feel a little jealous inside, imagining that someone else could please you more than me."
Muackers,PrissL.

Sunday, October 21, 2007
Haiz.

I thought we had something that day.
I thought there was a spark between us.
I guess I was too sensitive.
Or maybe you've had alot of those special moments with someone else.
You've broken the little bit of my heart that fell for you on that day.
And that little piece of my heart is still aching everytime you smile at me.
I guess the memories of that day will always stay in my mind
though nothing will ever come out of it.

Tactless, much, YOU.

Although it seemed past, I still remember it as if it was yesterday...
Muackers,PrissL.

Saturday, October 20, 2007
Yay.

I PASSED MY CHINESE!
Forgot to mention that the other day. How proud am I? Oh vair vair vair proud, thank you very much.
53.1%, baybeh!!

Went to marine parade originally with my mom, feeling vair out of mood.

Met my cousin and her mom, yay, some company.
  • Saw Jasmine,Kengling,Sherlene,AK,Melody...:)
  • Went to eatoes at the hawkeroes.
  • LiHui called for entertainment, and didn't appreciate my joke!

"what did one tyre say to the other tyre?"

"How would I know?"

"IM TIRED!!"


(and I laughed, alone.)


*sighs* Some people just have no sense of humour. Lol.

Muackers,PrissL.

Friday, October 19, 2007
(:

Well, I finally decided to give up on the whole idea of relationships. Yay?
Sick of waiting and everything, obsessing and disappointment, I'm letting it all go!
Man, being single forever does sound a tad depressing, but OH WELL it beats waiting all the time.

:) Happy person, now...

And I cut my hair!
Muackers,PrissL.

Key To My Heart

I had closed the door upon my heart
And wouldn't let anyone in,
I had trusted and loved only to be hurt
But, that would never happen again.

I had locked the door and tossed the key
As hard, and as far as I could,
Love would never enter there again,
My heart was closed for good.

Then you came into my life
And made me change my mind,
Just when I thought that tiny key
was impossible to find.

That's when you held out your hand
And proved to me I was wrong,
Inside your palm was the key to my heart...
You had it all along.
Muackers,PrissL.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Confused. Again.
My legs hurt like "whoa", so I can barely walk without wincing.
Confused. Again.
There's even going to be training during the holidays. They're taking it way too seriously.
Confused. Again.
Skipping school today :) Because it's going to be a waste of time, anyway.
Confused. Again.
I can't wait till school's out! Then we can really enjoy.
Confused. Again.
Sucks that we still have next week to go, and I'm dreading my results.
Confused. Again.
Muackers,PrissL.

Sunday, October 14, 2007
elle oh elle!


Mehs. Totally useless day yesterday.

Went to church with JY, she like, forced me to go.

"Why do they eat biscuits and drink Ribena at church?"

After that, we went to eat at the food court, still waiting for Rebecca to reply.

*black out*

I can't remember what next...

I think we went home, for me to change because my pants were like, so LOOSE.

So we decided to head to Vivo cause we might meet Rebecca, but turned out that she left already.

Screw the great timing. so we stoned at city hall.

Clarke Quay:D...but oblivious to how we were supposed to get there by MRT

We walked from Outram Park to Tanjong Pagar.

WRONG DIRECTION.

So after boarding the same train three times, we finally get to Clarke Quay.

Iced Milk Tea

Stoned beside the river where the wind blew my empty bottle of green tea into the river.

littering accidentally on purpose.

Decided to finally NOT meet Rebecca, because she got scolded by her rents about trying to leave.

mehs, what a waste of constructive time.

We had nothing to do anyways.
Muackers,PrissL.

Saturday, October 13, 2007
Grey

The ever-changing time seems never ending, passing by with every second lingering around like a memory, fading away as seconds replace seconds, until everything just vanishes.
I think to myself, what if I die tomorrow?
I'm that close, any second, minute, day, week, month, year to the day when my life would just...end.
Am I living it right, just passing every second by as if it owed me some personal favour?
Try to appreciate every second may it be sadness, anger, hatred or happiness, to remember every single detail of life.
I wonder-have I made a difference in someone else's life?
Sometimes the hours may pass by slowly, when you wish you were doing something constructive. Look out the window, someone may be doing the same, thinking the same, dreaming the same.
Another life. Oh how I wish I had another life. To start everything over again. To rewind time, to re-do things.
Then again, if everyone else gets to do that, memories wouldn't exist anymore. All will be lost.
Be happy with what you have, cherish all that you love, never let them go.
Muackers,PrissL.

Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Hotness

Haha. Just saw tilly's bebo, how i miss IGCSE drama!!
Funnayiest stuff, who'd like to see three hot idiots posing their stuff, advertising Lynx? muaha.






Lmao. All trying to be sexay.

Tis in the order:

Darius (the horny, permanently stoned one)

Mark (the other horny, weird, afro one)

Jack (the funnay, silly one)

Haha. Drama's the best subject. We used to roll around on the carpet and pretend to be jesuses. Good times. Though we all had to put on horrid costumes for the previous play, tis all good. At least everyone looked uglay together.

:D

Muackers,PrissL.

Saturday, October 6, 2007
Boredddddddddddddddddddddd

Ahhh. Missing the old times.

  • Meeting Madeleine & Kraven today...
  • Another day of studying. *sigh*
  • Can't wait for friday, when exams would finally be over.
  • Which reminds me of the fact that I'm absolutely dreading POA.
  • Aiyoooo.
  • Love you Rebecca and Helga.
  • Susan. I don't understand why I deserve that.
  • I'm all confused, I don't know who it is anymore...
  • Though, there really isn't any point in thinking about it
  • Nothing's going to happen.
  • *sigh*




Muackers,PrissL.

Wednesday, October 3, 2007
Alone&&Worried

But you put a dart, through my dreams through my heart, and I'm back where I started again.

Damn. I just keep thinking about him. Such a distraction.
Muackers,PrissL.

Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Exams suck

*SCREAM**SCREAM*
*SCREAM**SCREAM*




bloody four b. it was so a trick question.
Muackers,PrissL.

Sunday, September 30, 2007
Sometimes...

"I didn't believe in love, thought it was just a game, people play"

Hehehe. My 5 year old cousin Ianette came by yesterday, and demanded to do my nails, so I let her. She took an hour to do ten fingers and toes. haha. Cute:)

"This is my idea of heaven...oooohooohooohooohooh"

Oh someone stop me--I'm falling for him. Oh no no no...I seem to always get myself in IMPOSSIBLE situations. This is one hard area of quicksand to get myself stuck in. Oh no no no no. What to do??

Muackers,PrissL.

Thursday, September 27, 2007
Mugging Like There Ain't Tomorrow

Bloody Hell.
Swinging your arm makes you walk faster.
Library is bloody bright, makes my head ache.
Chinese is a lost cause for me.
POA is bloody boring.
Geography and Chemistry's the best.
Muahahahahaha.
Thank you for reading my poetic poem. :D
Muackers,PrissL.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007
I miss them.

Man, I miss my friends in Uplands so so so badly. I was browsing through Sophie (Soapie)'s Bebo, because she left me a message, and I saw the recent pictures of people. And WOW it's so so scary how much Jack has grown since I left. He used to be, what, the same height as Sophie and now he's WAY WAY WAY taller. Bloody hell that boy had a massive growth spurt. He must be around 5"9 or somewhat.
Mark(pink) and Jack(Checkered)

Aw, I miss em. I can't believe I used to date Jack. It all seemed such a long time ago.
Muackers,PrissL.

Monday, September 17, 2007
Bleargh

I hate studying.
I hate POA.
I hate having to do four chinese essays.
I hate having nightmares that are totally possible.
I hate being confused.
I hate to think so much when at the end, I know it meant absolutely nothing.
I hate not having the guts to voice what I really want to say.
I hate not being able to be with you.
I hate how beauty get's in the way of everything.
I hate how easily she can make you fall for her.
I hate how I have no effect on you, whatsoever. Though I wouldn't know.
I hate having doubts.
I'm starting to hate you.
Muackers,PrissL.

Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Getting High In Toys R Us? Oh Yes-So Priss-Style.

Ah yes yes yes--Toys R Us, the ultimate paradisical heaven for the slightly insane.

Might I say, I had a kick-ass time with Meng Tian on...Tuesday. Lol the whole point of the entire outing was to go to a "barbeque" involving noone we knew but my cousin. Well, it was a bad idea.
Anyways, we started off our day with eatments. Ah yes, not food, but eatments. I wanted something soupy but not western, because I was at the very first stage of an incredibly big bout of flu. Yesh- anyways, since "tian" has posted the details on HER blog, might as well not bore anyone who is actually reading this.
Seoul Garden has a very particular way of making people feel extremely sinful. We took like two plates of barbequed meat, can you imagine how yucky that is--so i suggested some fish to go along with it, to drown my guilt of being so awfully cannibalistic. But me don't like feesh.
So we took our time in there for like what, an hour or more, then decided to actually make our way to the BBQ. Which turned out to be a complete disappointment.
Cabbed back to TM, decided to watch Ratatouille, but ended up watching Hairspray cos it was earlier.
Hairspray is seriously awesome, I loved it, but I don't think I can ever watch it again without getting bored...Queen Latifah was fabulous, Amanda Bynes funnay-ass, and Zac Effron stunning (who could expect less). The singing was incredible, the dancing even more so.

I absolutely ADORED the clothes,
I wish we were in the 60s too, in AMERICA.
Oh so fashionable.
ULTRA-CLUTCH!
Muackers,PrissL.

Sunday, August 26, 2007
BOOSHAGALAGA

Hmm today we went to baibai at Mandai Crematorium, and I caught sight of this plaque and it was of this boy who was the same age as me, 1992 and he passed away in 2004. I was so sad about it, me and Gen, that I (agnostic and all) prayed for him. He even had a soft toy heart next to his plaque, saying something like "We'll Always Love You". It just made me so sad, to think of what a loss he must have been to his family.
So, Matthew Cheong, I hope you'll bless your family from heaven.

So after that, I went to Gen's and we played volleyball. I mean that in the vaguest sense, since neither of us can play properly. Anyways, it was quite fun because I think the volleyball is real attracted to water. So we both got pretty dirty, more her than me, and we went back upstairs.

That pretty much sums up my entire boring day. And Benjamin is cute!!
Muackers,PrissL.

Friday, August 24, 2007
Silly Cow

Man, I was such a silly cow just now. I fell asleep watching TV, and I had this dream about tomorrow, which is Thanksgiving. I dreamt that I was going to pon it to go out with Meng Tian and AK, but at around 1pm (thanksgiving starts at 1.50 for me) Meng Tian called to say that we aren't going, and for some very weird reason I rushed to the shower to go to Thanksgiving, and I knew like, I was going to be real late, so I texted Mrs Kaan...it was all like, totally real.
So then I woke up. And when I woke up just now, I thought it really WAS tomorrow. So I like, jolted out of bed and then realised I really am a silly cow and laid back down. I think my mom was quite shocked. Like I was possessed or somewhat.
Muackers,PrissL.

Thank God It's Friday

"I love you like Adam loved Eve, but on a much less sexual level."

Fridays have always been surprising...for as long as I can remember, which, considering my STM issue, isn't very long.
Had Physics, in which I very nearly, again, fallen asleep in. It's just too boring. Who cares about forces? I'm sick enough of useless mathematical crap like quadratic equations, we have to make do with equilibriums and upthrusts too? That's such balls.
Then came English, the lesson in which I'm most quiet in. :) Cos I'm rather intimidated by Mrs Lian. Who isn't? Yeah and like, most of the class forgot their blue file, which made her even madder.
Maths test sucked. The only near certainty i have is the first question. Nicholas may be able to beat me at this test, after all. BUT LOSING IS LOSING NICHOLAS--EVEN IF IT WAS ONLY 2.5 POINTS. LOSER. Ha, that's for being soooo confident in beating me. HA.
Then we escaped the Coastal Management test by requesting for another date...next wednesday,everyone.
Muackers,PrissL.

Thursday, August 23, 2007
Misery Sucks

""If I touch a burning candle I can feel no pain
If you cut me with a knife it's still the same.
And i know her heart is beating and I know that I am dead
Yet the pain here that I feel, try and tell me it's not real
But it seems that I still have a tear to shed.

If I touch a burning candle I can feel no pain
In the ice the wind the sun it's all the same.
Yet I feel my heart is aching, though it doesn't beat it's breaking
And the pain here that I feel, try and tell me it's not real
I know that I am dead,
Yet it seems that I still have some tears to shed.""
Muackers,PrissL.

Goddammit (No Offence To Christians Everywhere)

People should really check their emails. I mean, seriously, who wants a bust inbox? And what if there's something really really frigging important in your inbox, and because of your lenience, you missed out on it? What if someone's just sent you a frigging important email, like, Life and Death, and you miss it? People DIE over emails you know. Frigging lost LIVES over emails. Emails are SUPPOSED to be checked, not frigging ignored. Emails are so convenient people!! Electronic-frigging-mail!

So yeah. Check your emails, everyone.
Muackers,PrissL.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Who would like to eat sushi and watch Smashing Pumpkins in Albuquerque?

Well I was reminded rather rudely yesterday to update this by a certain someone--a violent Madeleine Low whose cousin is a loser back at my old school. Haha.

Mondays are usually yucky, and the day before yesterday was no exception. I think it was yucky--I can't actually remember.

Tuesdays are usually even yuckier than Mondays, and I remember rather vividly that JY HIT HERSELF OVER THE HEAD WITH HER OWN PICKLEBALL BAT. I laughed for about, what, 10 minutes? Absolutely hilarious, but I think I looked rather hysterical because I was the only one who watched her attempting to catch the ball with the bat attached to her wrist. Funny stuff aside, Netball was very very (not "rather" anymore) pressurising. The seniors came to train with us. 10 min run killed.

Today...hmm...today...Major STM problem. Oh but i do remember being smart and walking the other way to another bus stop when i saw the "nasties" buying ice cream.
Just now, I started missing my old school.So i thought, in their favour, I'd put up a picture of a typical morning back at the old campus we really knew and loved.

That me next to pear:) miss you babe.
Muackers,PrissL.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007
....

^^I foresee the dark ahead^^
Gee, I kinda do. Anyways, had a massive row with my sweet tempered mother last night. She got all mad when she found out that I happen to limp so discreetly whenever I get up from sitting or lying down. My foot's still injured, and I wasn't supposed to do sport until it recovers fully...which was supposed to take a month or two, but I started playing after two weeks...yeah. So that sucks, I'm on MC for at least another two weeks. Unless I fake it again...:D
I just decided to do something that I'm afraid I might regret forever. Oh gosh, I'm going to be on complete tenterhooks until something happens. That just sucks, constant suspense is a nightmare.

:( Mehhh
Muackers,PrissL.

Monday, August 13, 2007
*Sigh*


Hmmm...I was quite emo this morning I reckon, and my mood worsened when Shaniiee scolded me for "sleeping" in class. I wasn't sleeping, i was looking at her with my head on the table. She might sleep with her eyes open, but normal people sleep with their eyes obviously closed. Hmm...yeah...so i was questioned considerably about my sleepy behaviour in her classes, and she said something about telling all the other teachers to keep an eye on me...which reminds me...was that why Mrs Lian looked like i did her a great personal wrong during the WordPower test?? Rawr. She might wonder why i am always so sleepy in her classes---THEY ARE FREAKING BORING. Honestly, she makes the record of the most boring teacher i've ever encountered.

Been thinking the whole of Geo...about the other Him. (not God, mind.) I dunno...I think i like him...but...hmmm even if i do happen to change my mind from MSS to Him i dont think it'll make much difference. Haven't got a chance anyway. LIFE SUCKS.


and it seriously sucks to be me.


I have just noticed the "upload image" button...so i'm going to do exactly that. Only I don't know how to MOVE the picture...

Muackers,PrissL.

Saturday, August 11, 2007
Flag Day

Hmmm...Flag day kind of sucked.
Me, JingYi, Eleena and WeiXuan went to Tampines to literally beg for miniscule donations. We were all sooo surprised that Nicholas and Sylvester came, maybe they've had a change of heart? NAH i honestly doubt it.
Anyways, Me and JY were outside (okay im watching The Series of Unfortunate Events, and Jim Carrey just said that "roast beef" was a swedish term for "beef that is roasted". Which made me LOL) Century Square AIMING at people attached to PRAMS, BABIES, CHILDREN, OR MERELY TAXIS. i found out that by looking through the taxi window and smiling you can get some real generous donations. :D:D awesome stuff. Some people were really "dao" though, pretending not to see us. Some even pretended they didn't bring their wallets. Most infuriating people were the ones who asked what the donations would be for, then walked away without saying anything else. RAWR.
I'm actually going to really watch this movie now. Ciaos.
Muackers,PrissL.

Friday, August 10, 2007
Fireworks And Condominiums

I watched the fireworks yesterday, it was quite a display I reckon.
And I realised that what I claimed was wrong--other people DO read my blogs. Harhar. So i better not advertise nothing bad...

Ugly...is like, i dunno man. Can anyone possibly picture me going out with ugly?? are we even COMPATIBLE? ewww--bad habits are hard worn to get rid of, but come on, he could have waited. SO JY---STOP ASKING ME TO GIVE HIM A CHANCE, HE HASN'T EVEN CALLED. and...DO YOU ACTUALLY WANT ME TO ACCEPT HIM? i thought u was totally against him.

(let's talk ditzy now, cos i feel like it)
ANYWAYS. i went to my cousin's condo today, it was like, AWESOME (th ditziest ditzy way i could ever put it) and like, dude, like, I WANT TO LIKE, LIVE THERE MANNN. soooo badly. Besides, all that grandeur wasn't the ONLY appealing part, HTS ALERT 24/7?? I can so totally take that. Like, totally. Which reminds me of that cheer my OTHER cousin taught me, cos i have like, a GINORMOUS extended family. HERE GOES:
Oh, my god. I think I need a manicure
The sun, I swear, is burning all my gorgeous hair.
Red blue yellow green what's the colour of my team
I dunno, i don't care, all i know is do my hair.
I'm a B, I'm an I, I'm a...
Oh never mind.
I'M A BIMBO!
Which we both aren't, thank the lord. american ditzy chicks drive me UP the wall.
Muackers,PrissL.

Wednesday, August 8, 2007
Weird Temperamental States Of My Life

I swear...I went through a million different moods today...
Before Morning Duty--> Sleepy as ass
During Morning Duty-->Kaypoh as ass
In The Hall--> Enthusiastic as ass
During My Sitting Time In The Hall-->Bored as ass
Dismissal-->Confused as ass
During Dismissal-->Restless as ass
After Dismissal-->Irritated as ass
At Maccas-->Eager as ass
Back At School-->Tired as ass
Home-->Happy as ass
And When I get A Million Msgs And Calls-->Irritated as ass
Under The Freaking Hot Weather-->Sian as ass
Tuition-->High as ass
After That-->Plain Angry and Disappointed.

Oui Oui-as you can see, very temperamental I was today. Now I'm speaking like Yoda.
Asshole---
I'M GOING TO ESPLANADE WITH MY COUSIN TOMORROW.
Serves You Right.
Muackers,PrissL.

Monday, August 6, 2007
Weeee!

Haha.
I finally get contact lenses because i am shortsighted.
So like, it was the usual morning, going to school with my cousin, and then we decided to hold a personal contest, where we see who would be able to notice something different about my eyes the most quickly. My eyes are considerably bigger, I reckon. But it took the girls like, i dunno, half an hour? to notice that there is something very weird about my face LOL. And the guys didn't notice a thing, if they did, they didn't voice it...
Guess who the winner was? our dear friend Asyraf:P He walked past as usual, said hi and then went: "omg what happened to your eyes!?" A CLEAR WINNER. who said guys weren't observant? they should be shot.
Which totally reminds me--out of topic here, but who's going to read my blog other than me? I think, and I'm sure that whoever is reading this (and they must be SERIOUSLY bored) will agree that the BABYLONIANS should be shot. They invented ALGEBRA. I mean, seriously. ALGEBRA is such a frustratingly pointless topic.
Prove my point? sure. First of all, let's observe the algebraic topic of QUADRATIC EQUATIONS. This topic revolves around unknown factors, all adding up to ZERO. Useful? I think NOT. Who the balls wants to know what adds up, or minuses off, to zero? ZERO IS NOTHING, ZUT KABLAM ZITCH. honestly. I don't care what adds up to zero, it's pointless to me. Oh yeah--algebra sucks.


and i suck at algebra.
Muackers,PrissL.

Sunday, July 29, 2007
Haysus Crap

Haysus Crap, I am officially a victim of harrassment.
Okay, so yesterday after the trip to the airport i went home by bus from Aljunied. Met this sec2 guy who was part of the bunch that bullied me when i had to patrol. He was being nice and all, and he was like, "walao, i seen u six times already this week" which wasn't very much to me cos we DO go to the same school. makes sense aye.
Then we talked a while about nothing at all, and he asked for my number. WHICH I STUPIDLY GAVE TO HIM. Then i went home and he texted me. asking if i have a boyfriend. i asked why, and he said "cuz i like you". THAT'S DISGUSTING. lol i mean, it isn't disgusting, but he is disgusting. and then he starts BEGGING. like, seriously. calling me dozens of times and texting me all this crap about him and stuff and he was really really annoying. I was being so so nice at first by telling him the reason i dont want to be his girlfriend is because i dont want a boyfriend (which isn't true, but he doesnt know) and that my first priority is studying. but he just didn't get it---im rejecting him sooo obviously in a nice way, but he does not get it!!!!!
so now im getting frequent text msgs that im not bothering to reply to because i always get the same thing back. what the hell.

Never again will i trust my instincts to give numbers out. EVER.
Muackers,PrissL.

Saturday, July 28, 2007
BLOODY UNFAIR

Dude, I just remembered. I really really want to vent my anger out again.

Okay, so on friday we had the usual maths lesson with Johney Joseph, right? And it was like, so typical of a lesson- people stoning, talking, whatever. I belonged to the stoning category.
Okay, so i was sitting behind JingYi and Joshua, and they were talking. The Joseph rudely interrupted the scene, like he skipped a cue. It went vaguely like this:
"Priscilla, stop talking!"
(this was when i got confused, like he was mentally ill, because i really was not talking.)
"I'm not talking!!"
"Don't give me that shit" (ok, he didn't say that but he sooo meant it)
"But I really wasn't talking!!"
*then he said something about not arguing back, and for me to sit properly. so i did*
BUT NO, HE WASN'T FINISHED YET.
"Don't give me that look!!!"
(wtf. So he expects me to smile at him when he wrongly accuses me of talking. logical.)
"What look??? I'm not giving you a look!!" (i was tempted to say-"this is my face" but thought better of it)
*Then he says something about me changing when i joined F3-5*
Okay, so by this time i was FUMING with anger.
*Then he says that he'd tell mrs Lian about this and will take away my prefectorial status.*

Something to note here- when i get really really mad, i cry. it's the way my body works. So im about to cry....right about....HERE. So JY turns around to say, "don't cry" but before she could even do that. Joseph goes:

"Don't talk to her! Nobody talk to her!!" (WHAT THE ****)

honestly. i don't understand this huge prejudice against me. what the hell was i supposed to do or say? his lessons ARE boring. he's a CRAP teacher. nobody LISTENS to him. why the hell should i? because im a prefect? well screw that, im throwing my tie against the wall. because if i lose it, i'd really be knee deep in shit.

BLOODY UNFAIR.
Muackers,PrissL.

Scrutinizing myself

Hmm...well this is my first time blogging, and i said very clearly to everyone who commented on the nonexistence of an online blog in my life that i would never blog, because it seemed like such a stupid idea to me. I think it still is, but there really isn't anything i have better to do at the moment--blogs just seemed so uh pointless? But never mind, i have one now so scrutinizing my actions won't really help anyone.
Yu Yi left this morning, and she wrote all the girls a letter in chinese, and i had such a bloody hard time squinting at the characters like anything, and i didn't have the heart to ask someone else to help me read it because they were all crying at their own. When i finally managed to ask JingYi to translate some words that were seriously...whatever, i started crying too. She's just so sweet, that chick. Always thinking about others. I'll really miss her.
Then I felt seriously guilty when she was almost about to leave, because i was crying quite a bit, though not all for her. I was reminded of how i left my friends back at Uplands and how they all cried for me. And i didn't really cry back then. I miss them so much, and I just want to go back home. Everything was there- my past, present and future. My friends, teachers and dogs (lol).
I think this is pretty lengthy for a first post I'm quite proud really.
Muackers,PrissL.