Hurt, But Silent.

Monday, November 19, 2007

(I can't transfer any pictures from my phone because of my damned missing USB cable!)

BUT. I shall dedicate this post to pictures I found of CUTIEPIES.

Aren't they just cute.
Unlike some people, *coughcough* (mmmmamamadd.)

Muackers,PrissL.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

"When tomorrow comes we'll both regret
Things we said today
Cause I need you more than you'll ever know..."

I'm listening to Chicago, for goodness sake. They so 70's :D.

Okay, so "littlepinknipple" (*sigh* what a name) wants me to blog about her pros and cons. I feel so unlucky to be her friend.

PROS:

She's understanding and thoughtful, AT times, with advice on stuff I can't remember.
She's FUNNY with her crappy chinese and her dog pictures of KS.
She's fun and really easy to talk to even with personal stuff...
She's obviously open...because when she gets her period she's afraid to stand up, and talks to me about it for like half an hour. Like she just couldn't PISS off to the toilet to check.
She's really good to talk to when we were trying to guess whether Mr.JJ had really REALLY excessive body hair on his torso or he just has a beer belly. I oppose her idea of such protruding body hair, because that's like FUR, and that's disgusting.
She's very comical...as in,animated. Like, what's that wordpower word...VIVACIOUS!

CONS!

She sucks at being nice sometimes.
She's like a chimney...constantly smoking at the top.
She has ridiculously low self-esteem, which is like, weird because you ain't fat, beybeh.
She has this stupid face when she's ignoring me. On purpose.
Oh Oh. Her jokes about KS and RJ can be REALLY annoying!!
She sucks. She calls herself a "cute and innocent little girl". The little part is right, the rest just makes me wonder about her ego.

Littlepinknipple, I hate to say this, but all the cons were actually pros as well. :D you're the best my dear, as long as you don't tell me to go die every few smses or so.

Muackers,PrissL.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Hate That I Love You

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

Sometimes, I really hate my brother. People, would you like to know how I woke up today? Or rather, how I was rudely awakened by him today?
*comes over and hugs me when I'm still subconciously unprepared*
"Priscilla, ni ai wo ma?"
Yup, that's how it went. Then I kept asking why I had to wake up so early.
"It's my off day today!!"
Arse. So we went to PS...for him to get his hair done at Reds. Then we went to the Cathay to catch Stardust. Which was a good movie, really. Very fairytale-like. I like.
I'm exhausted.

Muackers,PrissL.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Kick Ass.

Everything Changes- Staind

If you just walked away,
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?

I am the mess you choose,
The closet you cannot close.
The devil in you I suppose,
Cause the wounds never heal.

But everything changes if I could
Turn back the years, if you could
learn to forgive me, then I could

learn to feel.

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray,
Succumbing to the games we play,
To make sure that it's real.

When it's just me and you,
Who knows what we could do.
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day.

Muackers,PrissL.

Friday, November 9, 2007

Friend: What are you gonna do if you see him?

Girl: Fall over dead more than likely.

Friend: Well what will you do if he comes over and talks to you?

Girl: I'd become fluent in speaking retard.

Muackers,PrissL.

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

IF LIFE WAS SO DAMN COLOURFUL....

Hahas. My fingers are still purple from all that hairdye. ShuHui's is SO nice!! Maybe I should be a hairdresser someday...but be careful not to piss me off or you'd be wearing some afro wig!

Had a somewhat scary conversation with Madeleine ytd. The family reunion? We're all going to die, everyone.

Oooh. And he did email back. Turns out he wasn't being an assholey. Hahas, I'm happy:)

Can't wait to go on hols! The entire extended family's going to Malacca first, and though I know there isn't much there, I can't wait to enjoy myself in the presence of so many people:] yay yay yay.

No more school. uhhuh uhhuh let's PARTAY.

Muackers,PrissL.

Monday, November 5, 2007

Confused souls, huh.

" He looks at me and smiles. It pathetically makes my day."

Hahahaha. Okay, so I found this picture, right, and it totally reminds me of Madeleine Low.

(click on it to see it work!)

"Don't they have a freaky resemblance?"

p.s: is THIS post interesting enough for you, Maddhs?

Muackers,PrissL.

Friday, November 2, 2007

"Be my weekend lover.

Be my spur-of-the-moment crush.

I want you like a bad habit.

But I'm just not good enough."

Noooo....!
Things cannot possibly be more wrong. I'm having such a mix of feelings right now, it's almost impossible to name them. But I know one thing's for sure: "things are at it's hardest peak."
I just feel so sad, so lonely, so unloved.
And I feel safe to blog this out because no one is reading anyway. I feel like I can't talk to anyone, and it's almost impossible to voice out anyway.

Uncertainty. That's definitely the main element of my life. I've always been uncertain, about most things.

You really have to stop smiling at me. Because everytime you do, my heart longs out for you even more. I'm still trying to forget the day we spent. Please just stop throwing false hopes at me like a frisbee, for me only to reach out and miss, the hopes flying away from me yet again. It takes a little piece of my heart each time.

And for you, Madeleine, I love you. :)
And I'll be okay. Like always, in the end. On the outside, anyway.

"Always in a one-sided situation, at this rate, I ain't ever going to be happy."

And for you, anonymous one. Yes, I'm your secret admirer. And hopefully you'll never ever find out that I fancy you this much, for this long. Because I know my limits. And it ain't even close.

Muackers,PrissL.