Hurt, But Silent.

"Be my weekend lover.

Be my spur-of-the-moment crush.

I want you like a bad habit.

But I'm just not good enough."

Noooo....!
Things cannot possibly be more wrong. I'm having such a mix of feelings right now, it's almost impossible to name them. But I know one thing's for sure: "things are at it's hardest peak."
I just feel so sad, so lonely, so unloved.
And I feel safe to blog this out because no one is reading anyway. I feel like I can't talk to anyone, and it's almost impossible to voice out anyway.

Uncertainty. That's definitely the main element of my life. I've always been uncertain, about most things.

You really have to stop smiling at me. Because everytime you do, my heart longs out for you even more. I'm still trying to forget the day we spent. Please just stop throwing false hopes at me like a frisbee, for me only to reach out and miss, the hopes flying away from me yet again. It takes a little piece of my heart each time.

And for you, Madeleine, I love you. :)
And I'll be okay. Like always, in the end. On the outside, anyway.

"Always in a one-sided situation, at this rate, I ain't ever going to be happy."

And for you, anonymous one. Yes, I'm your secret admirer. And hopefully you'll never ever find out that I fancy you this much, for this long. Because I know my limits. And it ain't even close.

Muackers,PrissL.